Jan 30, 2006

Goethe's Faust


I just read this. This is oft-regarded as a standard of sorts in the land and lore of playwrights. In it you will explore recognisable mythology, some more obscure mythology, and then realize that what you are reading has become veritable mythology itself.

So I'm always putting up dogmatic postings anymore, oh well. I find that things like that excite me enough to put pen to line, and this is what you get. Faust is me. I am a do-gooding fool who is bumbling through life trying to find fleeting joy. I find love, only to screw it all up. For all of my good works there are double the follies; not because I am oafish, but because that is simply life. And my simple life is lead about by a powerful Mephistopheles who grants my desires, only to yield a more insatiable Faust.

Hampered by death, my so-called goodness is so subjective that I can't tell that I'm doing more ill than good, I die. Mephisto lays claim on my soul, my foolish and proud soul, only to be disappointed. I am being taken away to heaven, even after all of my meddlesome and brainless deeds of dumb and bad. But why? Why am I not damned?

Goethe got it right. This story is the history of every man who ever deserved damnation but will not be damned. What was the revelation? What is the reason that I don't end up in hell? In sum, Goethe gives us his accurate appraisal:

Jan 29, 2006

The Little Match Girl, by Hans Christian Anderson

I hope that I am not infringing on any copyrights. I cut and pasted this from http://www.kidsdomain.com/holiday/xmas/stories/littlematchgirl.html so we should be okay.

I am sharing this story because it is the theme behind my new employment, Samaritan Technologies. This is a software company started by Todd McMullin and Joseph Wecker back in 1997. Yet the software developed by this company is done so not to turn a profit, not to be mass-marketed to every goon with a few extra bucks, and not to be pretentious either. Samaritan develops volunteer database software. Their product is cheaply peddled to non-profits and more expensively calibrated for government-funded agencies. It can be found in school districts, national parks, major corporations, all of whom share the need to manage volunteers.

What a wonderful concept: altruism! The spontaneous lending of a hand to another. The Christ-like charity which inspires everybody involved to keep on giving and to keep on sharing. The little girl told about in the simple children's story below exists probably in every city in the world, sad but true. Anything we can to do inspire or facilitate others in lending a hand, or an arm or a heart, is well worth it. If we are to achieve something noteworthy in this lifetime and fulfill the end of our beginning, is not charity at the heart of that? Was not charity behind Christ's suffering? Was not charity what he so often preached and practiced? Will not charity be useful to the little match girl:



Once upon a time . . . a little girl tried to make a living by selling matches in the street.

It was New Year's Eve and the snowclad streets were deserted. From brightly lit windows came the tinkle of laughter and the sound of singing. People were getting ready to bring in the New Year. But the poor little matchseller sat sadly beside the fountain. Her ragged dress and worn shawl did not keep out the cold and she tried to keep her bare feet from touching the frozen ground. She hadn't sold one box of matches all day and she was frightened to go home, for her father would certainly be angry. It wouldn't be much warmer anyway, in the draughty attic that was her home. The little girl's fingers were stiff with cold. If only she could light a match! But what would her father say at such a waste! Falteringly she took out a match and lit it. What a nice warm flame! The little matchseller cupped her hand over it, and as she did so, she magically saw in its light a big brightly burning stove.

She held out her hands to the heat, but just then the match went out and the vision faded. The night seemed blacker than before and it was getting colder. A shiver ran through the little girl's thin body.

After hesitating for a long time, she struck another match on the wall, and this time, the glimmer turned the wall into a great sheet of crystal. Beyond that stood a fine table laden with food and lit by a candlestick. Holding out her arms towards the plates, the little matchseller seemed to pass through the glass, but then the match went out and the magic faded. Poor thing: in just a few seconds she had caught a glimpse of everything that life had denied her: warmth and good things to eat. Her eyes filled with tears and she lifted her gaze to the lit windows, praying that she too might know a little of such happiness.

She lit the third match and an even more wonderful thing happened. There stood a Christmas tree hung with hundreds of candles, glittering with tinsel and coloured balls. "Oh, how lovely!" exclaimed the little matchseller, holding up the match. Then, the match burned her finger and flickered out. The light from the Christmas candles rose higher and higher, then one of the lights fell, leaving a trail behind it. "Someone is dying," murmured the little girl, as she remembered her beloved Granny who used to say: "When a star falls, a heart stops beating!"

Scarcely aware of what she was doing, the little matchseller lit another match. This time, she saw her grandmother.

"Granny, stay with me!" she pleaded, as she lit one match after the other, so that her grandmother could not disappear like all the other visions. However, Granny did not vanish, but gazed smilingly at her. Then she opened her arms and the little girl hugged her crying: "Granny, take me away with you!"

A cold day dawned and a pale sun shone on the fountain and the icy road. Close by lay the lifeless body of a little girl surrounded by spent matches. "Poor little thing!" exclaimed the passersby. "She was trying to keep warm!"

But by that time, the little matchseller was far away where there is neither cold, hunger nor pain.


I don't mean to use some emotional trick of manipulation to guilt anybody in to opening their hearts; I could stand to be much, much more charitable. I am stating that we, any and all of us, can make a difference in reducing the amount of any kind of suffering to our fellow man.

At the same time, too, when one is moved upon by the spirit of charity and reaches out to aid you, please graciously accept the favor and then pass it on. We are here to help one another, so let others help you, too.

Jan 11, 2006

Verses from Moses

(The color-coding and its semblance of Star Wars is no mere coincidence)


6. (God told Moses) thou art in similitude of mine Only Begotten (so, I am in his likeness, but what is that exactly?); and mine Only Begotten is and shall be the Savior (I am in the similitude of what?), for he is full of grace and truth (hm, those sound like attributes).

10. ...man is nothing.

12. Moses, son of man, worship me (quoth the Satan)

13. (Moses retorts) I am a son of God, in the similitude of his Only Begotten ('Savior' because he and I have good attributes; attributes I have cultivated with his help and example)

11., 14. Articulates between things spiritual and things natural

19. I am the only begotten, worship me (Satan becries)

20. Moses began to fear exceedingly (questio
ning his identity perhaps?)

32. ...by the word of my power, have I created them, which is mine Only Begotten son, who is full of grace and truth

33. (God continues) ...by the Son I created them, which is mine Only Begotten (similitude!)

39. [God's] work and glory: to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man


With whom do I relate? If Satanic machinations can infiltrate my self-image, my own divine connection with the Almighty God, then I am vulnerable to doubt myself, I question my worth, and my perception of my own role in the Lord's saving apparatus is eclipsed by uncertainty. It is in this moment that I sin.

What is money? How does paper and coin make a man of greater estimable worth than his spiritual peer, id est, another child of God? Why does a fleeting dollar endow one man with privilege that his brother cannot obtain? Why do we let this invention of the natural man impregnate our paradigm with the falsehood--the outright LIE--that fiscal worth can sum up the worth of a soul? Jesus never said "the worth of rich soul is great in the sight of God; the richer, the greater."

Possession of lucre is not exclusive in this context. Lust for so-called sexier thighs, fuller lips, cooler cars, etcetera, just to be accepted by MAN is a poison which we have all assimilated into our systems. Money does not prefer who its bearer is, neither do false bosoms or rugged SUVs. I am a son of GOD. So are you. So is everybody. Money, looks and other frivolities should never be passport to high notions of self-worth.
Rather the mere essence of the fact that Almighty God, Creator of the UNIVERSE, saw fit to create you and me, unique, special and loved, should yield gratitude unending, and a love of self deep and driving. Attributes that I refine by endeavoring to follow Christ's example combined with the atonement will qualify me for exaltation, not my car or what others think of it.

My sins are only symptoms of my sickness, which was (occasionally still is) self-doubt. If I merely treat the symptoms and leave the sickness unchecked, I will sin again as the symptoms return. Treating the sickness, that of low self-esteem, puts me in greater position to be grateful, which leads to humility, then diligence in righteousness, emulation, exaltation.

Love yourself. God does. You are his child.